Showing posts with label relationships. Show all posts
Showing posts with label relationships. Show all posts

Friday, 28 June 2013

Motivation needed!!!!!

Recently I've been feeling pretty rubbish, I'm blaming it on the uni blues. I thought after 3 years of hard work I would have a sense of relief but no, I'm bored, unmotivated and negative. My brain needs stimulation (hence why I'm writing this twice a day).
I'm at this age now (22 oh so old!) that the majority of my friends have been in reasonable long term relationships and little old me has decided for the past 2 years to stay single  and basically enjoy my freedom before commitment (who wants a lad during your student years really?!), I believe this is play a part in me feeling mehh!!! My friends are quite lucky and are in their chosen career, or did a uni course which led them into the career, where me I have to graft and work for free to gain experience in Media/Journalism, which leads me to think do I want a relationship or a career?!
Anyway I've always thought of myself as a very independent individual, who doesn't need anyone.
I'm trying to find my Ronnie Wood (A younger version obviously, like in their twenties). I've always had a thing for lads in a band or who are musical. I love the skinny jeans, Converse, Ray Bans and trilby hats!!! But it's impossible to find!!!!!! These types of lads are the complete opposite to me, but I do try and be a bit rock n roll!!!
One day I'll find my rock n roll prince charming
Katie Marie
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